so i wait for my turn
after you are done talking with her
it's not like i need you
i've been fine walking alone
star gazing my way back home
where silence waits for me eagerly
and i embrace myself lovingly
no i am not sad to have nobody
i am but happy to have you in my dreams
but she haunts me even in my world
i don't know if i have wants
and it kinds of stings
because i think i am a slave to this helplessness
and these chains won't ever break
slaves have no rights
and you have no wrongs
i am running away from this chaos
to a much peaceful world i don't belong
it's like i want to collapse right in your arms
but having wants is not what i can have
wish you could love me
no strings attached
wish you could try
because i know you are bound by your promises
and i am bound by injustice to her
is this even real?
if you were in love with her
then why did fall for me?
it burns my chest
but i am smiling
this pain is real and i see red everywhere
but i trust time
it will take this away from me too
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