The Glass Wall

I lost count
my nails were blue

In unconsciousness my hallucinations of you

Turned colorful

But inner emotions and outer expressions
are different

and yes i need them

when I’m shrinking
and gasping

and shivering

but laughing

On the other side of glass wall
you saw me falling
blackout

There is more to us than love

But you can’t see me dying
on the other side of glass wall

Your eyes
deeper than the depths of mercury
made me revive

At that time when I needed them the most

When my ears bled of taunts

i can't be that great to you

as great you are to me

my education's wrong

i broke all my rules

and crossed the boundaries of the limits of my mind

it's not pain

it's not happiness

it's not even something between

it’s something more than love

you called it infatuation

but I’ll take a jar and save some

of this infatuation

On the other side of glass wall

you saw me falling

blackout

There is more to us than love

But you can’t see me dying

on the other side of glass wall

there is more to us than love

there is more to us than love

 there is more to us than love